The
Emerald Guardian
By
Shahzad Aslam
(Translated
from Punjabi)
Fear
itself stalked them, a club held tight in its unseen fist. Even a small,
one-eyed man could become a towering, terrifying presence. The new DIG of Sargodha had purged his territory of every
dacoit and proclaimed offender, simply by the sheer terror his name invoked.
The world might have quaked before these outlaws, but they, in turn, knew only
one fear: the DIG. He wasn't a man of many words; his truest
pronouncements came with the cold, hard click of a pistol's trigger.
The
cold winter wind pierced them both, chilling the warmth from their bodies. To
their left, across the canal, lay the famous Mona Depot, sprawling over ten
thousand acres. Built in the early 20th century for the military, it had housed
horses and donkeys since the British era. The still water of the canal, singing
tales of rivers, flowed into the fields, turning a vibrant green. Even the
police, let alone thieves, hesitated to approach the depot. Birds from the
depot would fly towards the jungle, but no bird from the jungle would befriend
them or venture that way. A rift had also opened between Shera and Jaani. They
had started to blend this jungle with the "idiot" jungle. Pistols,
loaded with bullets, hung at Shera and Jaani's hips. They trusted no one, so
one hand always rested on their holsters. Their faces were hidden in their
shawls. Despite the biting cold, they had tied turbans to conceal their
identities in the darkness. Humans slept in their dens, but the sounds of
jungle animals made the night's darkness even more terrifying. Shera and Jaani
weren't afraid of these animal sounds; they feared the hidden humans in their
dens, who sometimes ventured out at night to hunt the quails sleeping on the
jungle trees. Shera knew that humans wouldn't waste bullets on animals, but in
the dark, out of fear of another human, they wouldn't hesitate to pull the
trigger.
"Do
animals of other species fill pots with blood out of fear of their own kind,
like humans do?" Shera often wondered, astonished. He found no answer but
concluded that humans kill other humans out of fear of their own death. For
them, there's no greater pleasure than revenge. Only after killing their own
kind did humans conceive of judgment day. When Shera killed his brother's
murderer, the pleasure he felt surpassed any fear. The thrill of killing his
enemy had not faded even now.
Shera
and Jaani walked a mile, then turned east. They had spent many such nights,
drinking the cups of danger under the moonlight. Today, their destination was a
ruined hut deep within the jungle, where its former resident, a holy man, had
moved to the city, fed up with the wilderness. Upon returning, that holy man
would tell everyone: "These cities are even larger jungles than the jungle
itself."
Shera
and Jaani were returning from that jungle, heading towards the
"idiot" jungle, full of animals. In this cold night, even a small
rustle would send shivers down a person's spine, but now, more than fear, they
felt hunger and cold. Hunger, too, is the mother of fear. They had faced both
fear and hunger. They constantly heard stories of outlaws and traversed
difficult paths. They had learned to play with fear. Fear resides not in
places, but in hearts, flowing like blood through the body. Shera had long shed
the fear of places; all places were the same to him.
"Outlaws
are always betrayed by their friends." This was a fear that had settled in
Shera's life like stagnant pond water.
Shera
and Jaani walked, talking. The night was like a vacuum, in which their voices
were clear as the water from a mountain's glassy ice. They passed an animal
enclosure, and Jaani looked at Shera in the darkness as if they shared a
thought.
"Should
we untie an animal?" Jaani asked Shera.
"It's
hard enough to protect ourselves. Dragging a voiceless animal by a rope around
its neck feels wrong to me." Shera replied, quickening his pace. He feared
Jaani might insist. Seeing the muzzles on the animals reminded Shera of police
handcuffs. The sound of those cuffs echoed in his ears. No matter how far he
ran, that sound followed him. It was rumored that Shera and Jaani had killed
around seventy-odd people. When Shera heard these rumors, he would burst into
laughter.
"A
man's shadow is greater than the man himself," Jaani would tell everyone
new he met. Shera knew that this shadow would one day become night and devour
one's very existence.
Shera
and Jaani entered the jungle, heading towards the holy man's hut. They walked
on, but the hut didn't seem to get any closer. It was as if the hut itself was
running away from them. This wasn't the first hut that had hidden from them;
all huts refused them shelter. They spent the entire night walking through the
jungle but didn't find the hut. Morning arrived, and they realized that in the
darkness of the night, they had lost their way and wandered through the jungle
in the opposite direction of the hut. When they turned back, all the birds of
the jungle had woken up. Their chirping filled the jungle with commotion. The
birds, mistaking them for hunters, hid behind the leaves of the trees. The two
walked along the कच्चा path
between the trees and reached the holy man's dwelling. Their bodies were tired
from being awake. If they hadn't found the dwelling then, they would have
simply spread a sheet in the bushes and slept. When they entered the dwelling,
the holy man was sleeping on a straw bed under a quilt. Even the creak of the
door didn't wake him. The smell of hashish and herbs filled the dwelling. They
called the holy man many times, but he didn't wake up. If he had suspected
theft or any other harm, perhaps he would have woken up. Shera and Jaani were
sure that the holy man wouldn't wake up easily. They both grabbed the holy man
by his arms, lifted him, and sat him in a corner. They themselves lay down on
the holy man's bed. In a few minutes, they fell asleep as if they had inhaled
an anesthetic. The holy man leaned against the wall and slept for a while, but
then his eyes opened. Seeing two strangers sprawled on his bed, the holy man
felt as if he was dreaming. His dream quickly shattered. He was like a hen
whose coop had been invaded by a snake. The holy man got up, came out of the
dwelling, and looked around as if searching for something. He spotted some
straw near a tree. The straw was cold and wet from the dew. The holy man picked
up a pile of dry straw from below and came back into the dwelling. He flattened
it against a wall and lay down on it as if he had been sleeping there all
along. The holy man woke up at noon, but Shera and Jaani slept until late
afternoon. The holy man had seen the pistols lying at their heads, so he sat
there, apprehensive. The holy man had a hunch that these guests would become
the owners of the dwelling. When Shera and Jaani woke up from their sleep,
their first question to the holy man was about food. Hunger had shown them its
true face. Hearing about food, the holy man stared at them blankly. He didn't
know whether to cry or laugh. The one who himself begged for food now had
people who would take from him. The holy man took out dry bread from a pot and
placed it before them. The holy man had lit a fire with dry wood outside and
placed a pot on it. Its smoke began to enter the dwelling.
"What's
that fire you've started outside?" Jaani asked the holy man.
"I'm
making tea for you," the holy man replied.
"Alright,
we'll eat the bread by soaking it in the tea," Shera and Jaani shared this
thought. When the holy man placed the cups of tea before them, they dipped the
bread in the tea and chewed it as if it were a delicacy. Even after eating,
their hunger remained. The holy man begged for food from the residents of
houses scattered throughout the jungle. Sometimes, they would even give it to
him willingly. In the evening, the holy man went out to beg for food, now for
his new guests as well. As the holy man was about to leave, Shera called out to
him. The holy man turned back and looked at Shera. With his big mustache and
narrow eyes, Shera seemed like the king of the jungle.
"Tell
them! Shera has arrived." Shera said to the holy man with a growl. The
holy man, chanting Shera's name, walked towards the houses near the jungle's
rest house. There was no shortage of chickens, milk, and vegetables in the
jungle. Along with forest employees, other residents of the jungle were happy
to provide food to the holy man. When the holy man knocked on the door of a
forest employee's house and loudly asked for food, the employee came out.
Behind him, a child, clutching his father's shirt, came out to see the holy
man. The child was surprised by the holy man's long hair, dark clothes, and the
rosaries hanging around his neck. He stared at the holy man through the glass
of his wonder. When the employee poured milk into the holy man's bowl, the holy
man, who had never asked for anything before, stared at the employee with his
mouth agape.
"Shera
and a companion have also come. They also need food," the holy man spoke,
bowing slightly. It was the first time he had ever spoken to ask for something.
Shera had not come here for the first time; the entire jungle knew him. Those
who gladly gave food to the holy man would now slaughter chickens out of fear
of Shera. They wouldn't even complain to the police about Shera. They were sure
that eventually, he would escape and return.
"Who
would confront someone who bears no burden?"
That
night, Shera and Jaani ate to their heart's content after many days. The holy
man also ate his dry bread with milk. Shera and Jaani hadn't even fully savored
their dominion over the jungle when two thieves, escaping from the Mona Depot,
entered the jungle. Soldiers and police were in hot pursuit. The thieves had
extensive experience in escaping. They ran like rabbits whose lives were in
danger from hunting dogs. These thieves had attempted to steal the purebred
horses from the depot that were used for breeding. Some time ago, when local
people complained to the station house officer about their horses being stolen,
he simply laughed and replied, "What's the need for keeping horses
now?" Then, these two thieves destroyed horse stables in villages on both
sides of the Jhelum River. The thieves needed good horses for the mares they
had stolen. Seeing the horses at the Mona Depot, they scaled the depot walls,
and when the soldiers pursued them, they scaled the same walls like jackals and
fled towards the jungle. The fleeing thieves realized that the horse business
wasn't for them. The thieves ran like trained soldiers. The thieves practiced
running daily; how far could the soldiers run after them? The army and police
didn't give up on the chase. They searched the jungle as a comb passes through
hair. They didn't find the thieves, but when the police returned, a dozen wild
boars were found dead near the rest house. The police and army forgot about the
thieves and became engrossed in the stories of these boars. After all, what
horse had these thieves stolen that they needed to be found? The poor boars
were killed for nothing.
At
the slightest rustle in the jungle, Shera and Jaani's ears would perk up. The
police had barely set foot in the jungle when they knew. The thieves, too,
reached there directly and took a breath. Like calls to like. Even though Shera
and Jaani weren't thieves, thieves and proclaimed offenders were animals tied
to the same trough. They also walked on paths where no one else dared to tread
except outlaws. Shera had met thieves on these paths before. Inside the holy
man's dwelling in the jungle, four "Columbus" gathered. Shera hid the
two thieves under the straw on the dwelling's roof, and he himself put on a
shawl over his head, picked up a shovel, and pretended to be busy with work.
The holy man sat outside the dwelling, a wooden stick in hand, grinding herbs.
Two policemen passing by peered into the dwelling and then stood outside. They
called Shera and Jaani closer and asked them about the thieves, and they shook
their heads in denial.
"Who
are you?" one policeman asked Shera. Jaani's throat dried up at this
question.
"We
plant new trees here in the jungle and nurture them," Shera replied,
swinging the shovel in the air. The policemen were not skilled in
investigation; they believed Shera's words. The thieves also lay under the
straw on the roof until evening. Their bodies were covered in rashes. The
thieves initially enjoyed the itching on their bodies, but then it turned into
a burning sensation. In the evening, all four of them and the holy man sat warm
in quilts inside the dwelling. Outside the dwelling, the holy man placed dry
wood in the straw and lit it. The light of the fire further intensified the
warmth. At night, Channan Christian left a bottle of first-rate liquor in the
holy man's dwelling. The dinner that night was arranged by the elder Chaudhry
of the village bordering the jungle. After two glasses of liquor each, they
remembered the holy man, who was sitting quietly. Jaani filled half a glass
with liquor and topped it with Pepsi, then handed it to the holy man. Just
then, there was a commotion outside the dwelling, and Jaani went out, pistol in
hand. The watchman was standing outside with food. Earlier, he used to bring
food for the policemen from the Chaudhry's house; today, he was serving food to
thieves. They all started eating together. Since Shera and Jaani had arrived,
the holy man had also been getting a variety of food, but he still didn't touch
the meat. He loved birds and animals.
"How
did you come up with the idea of breaking into the Mona Depot?" Jaani
asked the thieves, chewing on a piece of goat meat.
"It
was just a bad time when we saw horses as big as huts and the idea of untying
them came to us," one of the thieves said.
"What
would you do with the horses?" Jaani asked again.
"We
needed these horses for the mares we had stolen. A colt of this breed sells for
millions. We were going to give up thieving and start a business," the
second thief said.
"Do
you only steal livestock? Why don't you steal anything else?" Shera asked,
burping.
"Stealing
livestock is our ancestral profession. We can't tarnish our ancestors' name by
stealing anything else," the thief replied. This answer struck Shera as
unique. Hearing this, Jaani burst into laughter.
"You
may laugh, but everyone is connected to their ancestors' work. Theft is a
profession just like medicine is a profession. It has its own science,"
the older thief tried to explain to Shera.
"My
grandfather's touch alone would make animals follow him. Even Yaaro, the great
tracker of the area who could find thieves by their footprints, couldn't follow
my grandfather's trail," the thief said, surprising Shera and Jaani.
"Was
your grandfather ever caught?" Jaani asked the thief.
"Once,
my grandfather mistakenly untied the station house officer's buffalo. The
officer beat my grandfather mercilessly, crushing his bones, but my grandfather
didn't open his mouth. The buffalo wasn't found, but my grandfather couldn't
walk anymore. From that day on, my father became a vagabond. My father has
never untied a station house officer's buffalo since. The first buffalo my
father untied, he tied it outside his sister's door on the banks of the Jhelum.
My father's first theft was an auspicious sign for his sister," the thief
told Jaani, laughing.
"And
you've left the station house officer and gone to the soldiers," Shera
told the thieves.
"Our
work is also coming to an end, so we thought of this last theft. Starting
something new has its own fears. Those who walk on worn paths are afraid to
step on new ground. The fear of slipping doesn't let them step forward,"
the thief said, revealing the inner layers of his life.
By
this time, the holy man had also started to get high. He began to make sounds
to tell his story.
"The
prison of flesh is the greatest prison. The bodily shell doesn't allow
freedom." Those sitting there tried to decipher the holy man's words, but
no one understood.
"Becoming
an outlaw to seek revenge and living in jungles and wilderness is no
profession. How did you end up on this path?" The thief also shifted the
burden of the conversation from himself to Shera's shoulders. The holy man and
Jaani picked up the utensils and placed them in the niche beside the dwelling's
door. The holy man stoked the fire and brought it inside. Warming himself by
the fire, Shera began to untie the knots of his life, revealing his inner
turmoil.
"What
desires did I have for a life on this path? When it fell upon me, I had to bear
it," Shera began to tell the thief.
Shera
remembered the day his younger brother lay face down on the ground, soaked in
blood. This memory filled Shera's mind with fear, and his hair stood on end. He
shook off this fear from his body and then became engrossed in conversation.
"The
life that was deeply rooted in the ground like a rice plant after my brother's
murder scattered like straw. I thought killing my brother's murderers would
bring peace, but since then, I've been running in sun and cold," Shera
spoke as if he were chilled by the cold and searching for stairs to sunbathe on
his house's roof.
"I
was under the illusion that by putting the murderers to eternal sleep, I would
extinguish the raging fire within me. The fire did extinguish, but the storm
that swept through my life still carries me away today." Saying this,
Shera fell silent. He needed peace. In the silent darkness of that cold night,
he felt a lack of peace, and for that peace, he told everyone to sleep. Morning
came, and the two thieves, Kallu and Matli, went their separate ways. They
didn't live far from home. By dawn, they would finish their work and wake their
families from their prayers. Today, they went straight home; the police hadn't
tracked the thieves anyway. These two brothers were the famous thieves of the
area, Kallu and Matli.
That
same day, late in the afternoon, four more of Shera's friends arrived. They
liked this jungle very much. This jungle was a fence in itself. It was not easy
to find a person in such a large jungle. With their arrival, the quail hunters
also turned their attention elsewhere. The sounds of gunshots stopped coming
from the jungle at night. The birds also started completing their sleep
peacefully in the darkness of the night. The jungle, once again, began to tell
tales of land and time with the birds. The jungle also began to spread its
mysteries, laying thorns on the paths. It was as if the jungle had started to
enforce its own laws. Sparrows, peacocks, parrots, pigeons, and doves made such
a commotion before sunset as if they were settling accounts for the entire day
with the jungle's plants. The cuckoo kept enchanting the entire jungle with its
songs. In front of the jungle's rest house, tall bottle palm trees with thick
trunks and their frond-like arms swayed at the edge of a large patch of grass.
These trees, having experienced the old times that transpired in the jungle,
also taught invaluable lessons of their experience to the young trees. They
held all the formulas for a long life. They had witnessed countless generations
of humans being born and dying before their eyes. The young plants were happy
to hear their formulas, that their seeds grew in this jungle; because even a
single tree in solitude would last only a few days. Loneliness, like humans,
kills a tree prematurely. The plants growing in the farmers' fields would mourn
their captivity, looking at the jungle from afar. It was famous among the
jungle trees that only those flowers wither on the branch that have thorns as
their protectors. There are plenty of others who would pluck the other flowers.
The flowers also knew this secret, and therefore they only bloomed in hidden
places among the large trees or on the highest branches of tall trees. They had
learned this secret from their ancestors that beauty is preserved only by being
hidden or by standing in a high place. The entire jungle was connected through
its blades of grass. If an event happened on one side of the jungle, the green
blades of grass would inform the entire jungle about that event. Once, the
wolves left the jungle. Those who grew vegetables here pursued them. The jungle
began to change with their departure. It felt as if a family member had left,
upset. The fear of goats and sheep vanished, and the jungle began to fill with
them. Peepal, mulberry, sheesham, and other plants that grew on the canal banks
began to disappear. The insects and animals that depended on them also
vanished. It was as if the jungle had fallen ill. Ten years later, the
vegetable growers' contract ended, and the wolves also returned. At that time,
the jungle was desolate. With their arrival, plants began to grow again on the
canal banks, and the water also slowed its pace. These plants grew as if they
were in a hurry to grow up. There was also room for otters. They also made
their dens in the jungle. Slowly, the jungle realized that wolves were its
protectors, not humans.
Shera's
four new companions who had come to the jungle built huts with walls of bushes.
They closed the gaps in the roof with straw and made straw beds inside to live.
They built two huts of their own choosing, although the entire jungle was free
to build more there. Jaani also told them stories that made them feel like they
were expert riders on new paths.
"Chirag
Bali, Raji Tarar, and Apha Musali also hid here and spent their days. This
jungle feels like home to us," Jaani told them.
Hearing
Jaani's words, the four of them were as happy as if their names had been
written alongside the great warriors who fought in the Battle of Panipat. They,
too, began to think of themselves as Chirag Bali. A question about Chirag
Bali's name stuck in Jaani's mind. He carried this question and stood before
Shera.
"If
Chirag Bali's vendetta began before the creation of Pakistan, then why didn't
his vendetta end with gaining independence?" Jaani asked Shera.
"You're
also foolish! Vendettas have their own territory. They slowly fester. When the
enemy stands before you, vendetta hisses out of your nostrils," Shera tried
to explain to Jaani. Jaani still didn't understand.
"Many
outlaws who fought vendettas with Hindus and Sikhs walked around with puffed-up
chests, but Bali still remained an outlaw," Jaani continued.
"Don't
lower vendetta by calling greed 'vendetta' now. There is no greater feeling
than drinking the enemy's blood. Bali's enemies were here, and the battlefield
was here too. Neither Hindus nor Sikhs remained here, nor was any battlefield
left. Therefore, their Muslim enemies, who were outlaws, became free with
independence. Their greed was victorious. Anyway, we Punjabis do everything in
a hurry. Nothing done in a hurry is clean. Even when committing injustice, our
hurry doesn't end. This is how we Punjabis are." There were many questions
in Shera's statement for which Jaani didn't need answers, and so he remained
silent.
Shera's
group stayed in the dense part of the jungle. From a distance, no one could
tell that outlaws had made their den in the jungle. Now, food was also being
cooked there. There was no shortage of firewood. Among Shera's new companions
was a barber who was well-versed in cooking. Dinno, the barber, would cook
curries with a bandolier of bullets strapped to him. With this bandolier, his
fear remained far away. When the holy man sang the kafis of Shah Hussain, Dinno
would respond with his own folk songs and love ballads. Looking at them, it
didn't seem like they had come here to stay for just a few days. The Chaudhry
of the nearby village had sent cots and quilts at Shera's request. Slowly, they
also began to accumulate more belongings. The jungle, too, began to consider
them its own, like other animals. These animals didn't have conflicts over land
and women to feud with other animals. The holy man would sit under the
drumstick tree near his dwelling, singing kafis in the melodies of bhajan
kirtan, and the drumstick tree would shower its flowers upon the holy man's
head.
One
night, the thieves Kallu and Matli also came to live in the jungle with their
horses. The police had started an operation to catch the thieves. Still, these
thieves had not given up hope of stealing horses from the Mona Depot. They also
cleared a spot under the bushes and arranged for themselves to sleep. The straw
they found was very useful to them. The holy man, seeing so many people now,
felt as if the outside world had changed. Everyone was entering the jungle.
People from the outside world were not alone; they also carried the burdens of
greed and fear.
"This
jungle will no longer be a jungle," the drumstick tree told the holy man.
Horse manure had begun to spread beneath it. The jungle also didn't like this,
as it knew that peace never accompanied this animal. The other animals of the
jungle also hid and watched, agitated by the horses' neighing, and this part of
the jungle began to feel alien to them. Chaudhry Karam Din of the nearby
village also saw those days approaching, for which he had put off certain actions.
The jungle block officer kept tempting him to take the contract for felling the
jungle trees, but he never agreed. With Shera's arrival, he himself went to the
block officer. The block officer took Chaudhry Karam Din to the DFO's office.
Everything was planned there. Within ten days, Chaudhry got the contract to cut
trees. Chaudhry gathered the laborers from his village and entered the jungle.
That day, the jungle trees rustled their leaves, making a commotion. There was
no one to listen to them. Chaudhry's laborers began to saw the thick-trunked
sheesham and eucalyptus trees. There were nests of parrots and doves on those
trees. Small chicks in the nests began to chirp loudly at the sound of the saw.
Their parents were carefree in the guava orchard outside the jungle, pecking at
ripe guavas. When the first sheesham tree fell, flocks of birds flew up towards
the sky. The parrots clinging to the branches in the orchard also heard the
sound of the sheesham falling. They flew from the orchard to the direction from
which the birds had flown away in fear. The birds told the parrots about the
saw, and they flapped their wings with all their might. They were worried about
their chicks, whose wings were not yet strong enough to fly. A dove cried out,
"Sheesham, my children's secret is gone!" raising the sky above its
head. Before the birds could arrive, the chicks, along with their nests, had
fallen to the ground. Two of Shera's companions had also come with Chaudhry's
laborers. They wore bandoliers on their shoulders, with no empty slots for
bullets. Chaudhry's laborers continued to cut down trees. The birds, leaving
their eggs and chicks, reached the bottle palm trees near the rest house and
began to make a ruckus. That night, no bird in the jungle slept. The animals
also hid in the dense jungle. The birds who could sense an earthquake
beforehand had no idea about the coming days. Chaudhry's laborers would cut
down small trees for wages, break them into pieces, carry them on their heads,
and take them home. No one questioned them. Everyone feared Shera's companions.
When the guard complained to the block officer after seeing this, he ran to
Chaudhry. Chaudhry was a clever man; he directly took Shera's name. The block
officer already feared Shera, so he remained silent. Chaudhry now openly began
to clear the jungle. Chaudhry even started cutting down trees for which he
didn't have a contract. Shera continued to get his share. The block officer
couldn't stop Chaudhry due to fear of Shera, so he also demanded his and the
DFO's share. The jungle trees became worried that the contractor would saw down
the entire jungle. The scream rising from the depths of the felling trees
reached the other trees through the blades of grass. The trees held their
breath. Their leaves turned yellow with fear, and the air seemed to become
polluted. A strange smell spread through the entire jungle like smoke. All the
trees sensed this new danger. What did humans care about this smell? They
continued to cut down trees as before. Smelling the odor, insects came running.
They climbed onto the humans' feet and bit them, but they were broken into two
pieces and fell to the ground with a slap. The insects fled like a defeated
army. Finally, the trees united to ask Shera for help. The banyan, the sarpanch
of the trees, also called the birds near the rest house. They all agreed to
spread the sarpanch's message throughout the jungle. They talked to the ascetic
mulberry tree, but it remained silent in its own mood. Finally, the entire
jungle decided that only the drumstick tree could talk to humans. Parrots,
doves, quails, and sparrows gathered and sat on the drumstick tree. There was
also a crow with them. He was the lawyer for all the birds. Even the outlaws
sitting in the holy man's dwelling were annoyed by his commotion. The drumstick
tree itself now felt the jungle was sad. It was living with a desire to settle
somewhere else, like the holy man. It had also stopped bearing pods. Its leaves
had fallen, leaving it bare. Only three or four flowers remained with a few
remaining leaves. The drumstick tree had fallen ill. The holy man knew the
drumstick tree's ailment. The birds flew from its dry branches when it agreed
to talk to Shera through the holy man. The holy man also left the commotion and
sat under the drumstick tree, near the horses. Three or four flowers of the
drumstick tree fell on the holy man's head. The holy man raised his head and
looked at the tree. He began to see the drumstick tree's helplessness. The
leaves rustled with the wind, and the holy man felt as if they were talking.
The holy man felt pity for the jungle's condition and also felt sad. The holy
man knew that this jungle would change now. The greed of the outside world had
turned towards the jungle. The holy man also knew that only one animal could
cleanse the lives of the jungle animals, and that was man, who considered
himself the wisest of all creatures.
The
holy man understood the drumstick tree's message. He knew the language of the
jungle. To learn this tongue, he had left the outside world and settled there.
The holy man, bowing slightly, went to Shera. He didn't perceive Shera as a bad
man.
"Why
do you wound the jungle?" the holy man asked Shera, as if reciting a poem.
"What
harm can come to a river if one takes a bowl of water from it? You're just
disheartening yourself," Shera replied to the holy man. The holy man, too,
fell silent, thinking, "How much jungle can they cut anyway?"
Days
passed, and a path for trolleys was carved into the jungle. Where a path
appears, everyone passes through. Half-paths destroy jungles. Wherever thick
trees were felled, the jungle grew sparse. Wild boars, jackals, porcupines,
wolves, and rabbits left the sparse jungle and moved towards the dense parts.
Birds, too, abandoned their eggs in their nests and followed the jackals,
seeking refuge in the denser jungle. It was as if guards had been stationed in
the jungle. Owls also began to fly near the jungle; they had smelled the scent
of death in the breaths of the fleeing animals.
Chaudhry's
and Shera's pockets grew heavy with money. Shera's companions burped
contentedly after good meals. At night, the thieves would leave the jungle and
return at dawn, driving some animal before them. Chaudhry's cattle pen began to
fill with buffaloes. When trackers approached the jungle, picking up trails,
the owners of the stolen cattle wouldn't step inside the jungle. Shera's fear
stood like a border at the jungle's edge for them, and they would turn back
with the tracker. The holy man, sitting under the drumstick tree, sang:
"Some
trees feel like sons to me,
Some
trees feel like mothers.
Some
trees are like daughters and daughters-in-law,
Some
trees are like brothers.
Some
trees are like my grandfather,
With
few scattered leaves.
Some
trees are like my grandmother,
Secretly
feeding the crows.
Some
trees feel like friends,
I
kiss and embrace them.
One
is like my beloved,
Sweet
and sorrowful.
Some
trees make my heart wish,
To
carry them on my shoulder and play.
My
heart also wishes,
To
come in the form of a tree.
If
you want to hear my song,
I
will sing among the trees.
Trees
are like my mother,
Life
is in the shade of trees."
As
the holy man sang, he would sometimes look at the drumstick tree's leaves and
sometimes at Shera's companions. Hearing his voice, the jungle trees were
convinced that the drumstick tree had done its job. The jungle happily sent a
message to the birds to sing. That evening, throughout the jungle, the voices
of cuckoos, peacocks, and quails mingled with the sounds of other birds. At
night, jackals also howled, frightening the humans living around the jungle.
When morning came, the jungle's illusion shattered. Chaudhry Karam Din, with
his army of laborers, attacked the jungle. It seemed as if all the young
saplings would be destroyed by evening. Tractors, like tanks, crushed the
flowers growing under the trees. Trolleys laden with pruned trees made rounds
all day. The discarded parts of the trees lay scattered in the jungle as the
entrails of sacrificial animals are strewn throughout the city on Eid. The
birds that had been singing just a day before were now wailing. Amidst these
wails, the thieves made their plans for their last theft. The jungle's belly
was now empty like a hungry beggar's. A person standing outside the jungle
could now see inside it. The sparse, small trees were not enough to block the
view. The jungle, too, had removed its veil and was revealing itself. The
thieves also saw that some stallions and thoroughbred horses from the Mona
Depot were tied east of the canal. Seeing them, the thieves' blood stirred, and
they felt as if God was also with them. It was difficult to scale the Mona
Depot wall, but here, there was no wall at all. The two thieves emerged from
the jungle and went towards the canal like shadows in the night. They had
brought all the experience of their forefathers with them. It was a matter of
their ancestors' honor. Even the fallen leaves on the ground didn't realize
that the thieves were passing over them. The night, which even hears a man's
inner breath, had also joined these thieves in silence. The thieves had cast a
spell on the night too. No one was seen near the canal. The thieves untied two
horses, which followed them as if these thieves were their jockeys. Both horses
were so tall that the thieves couldn't jump onto them. Finally, they led the
horses to the dwelling deep inside the jungle. They were happy that they had
accomplished something that no other thief in the area had ever done. Now they
were worried about what their grandfather had told them:
"Stealing
is nothing; the real task is to get away with the stolen goods."
Their
grandfather had said this when he had untied the station house officer's
buffalo. The thieves tied the huge horses under the dense trees in a cleared
spot and then went to sleep. They woke up at noon and spent the rest of the day
until evening receiving congratulations. That night, happiness reigned at the
holy man's dwelling. Everyone there kept drinking raw liquor in joy.
On
the other side of the jungle, animals and birds also gathered for their
assembly. They were worried about saving the jungle. The trees were saddened
that humans themselves watered and nurtured them into maturity, only to cut
them down with saws and axes. A Kaho tree said with shame, "Why blame the
woodcutter? The fault lies with our own handle in the axe." Trees with
long lives had never seen such cruelty from any other species. The banyan said
to the birds, "You might fly elsewhere, but our roots are deep in the
earth. We have to pay the price of our love for the land in the form of
death." The animals also couldn't understand this two-legged animal of
their own kind. He commits cruelty, then feels pity out of remorse, and then
suffers the pain of blaming himself. Nearby, a goat was tied to a tree. It also
started bleating. Everyone's attention turned to it.
"They
feed us, they shear our wool. They laugh and play with us. We also play,
trusting their love. And they, laughing and playing, slit our throats,"
the goat shared its centuries-old, incomprehensible sorrow.
"How
did these humans become so advanced, separated from us?" a dog asked,
barking.
"He
made letters, taught them to his offspring, and then coined words. He named
himself, us, and other things. The one sitting with his head out of the shisham
tree's hollow, they call him an owl," hearing the crow's reply, laughter
erupted in the jungle.
"What's
man's biggest game?" the owl asked the crow, full of humor.
"He
rejoices in hunting. He creates things himself and then destroys them. This man
believes that all animals and birds were created by God for him. Those he likes
are 'halal' (permissible), and those he dislikes are 'haram' (forbidden). He
consumes us as blessings. We, being 'haram,' are saved from the elders, but the
young ones keep dragging us around tied with ropes," the crow informed the
others, making their ears ache.
"They
don't stop killing me even when they call me 'haram.' They say I smell. What fragrance
does a goat have? They say eating pork gives vigor, but on the other hand, they
cross mountains to find sexual medicine," the boar said, snorting. He held
a deep grudge against humans. He had been burning in the fire of revenge for
centuries.
"They
eat me too, considering me 'warm.' It's as if their females are on fire,"
the quail also chirped, flapping its wings.
"At
least you have a good time. They tie me up. They load all their burden on me
and then slaughter and eat me with relish, even if they later curse the
butcher. That's when I die completely, when they foolishly call a man a
'donkey' right in front of me," the donkey spoke with a sorrowful
expression, then brayed. All the animals laughed, burying their faces in their
legs, listening to him. Nearby were two old, dry trees. Their roots were
intertwined. Both had withered and died together. Their friendship was famous
in the jungle. On a thick branch of one tree were nests of bats and swallows,
which a snake had now occupied. He also came out, hearing the conversations.
"I
can't tell you what they call me," the snake said, coiling up in shame.
"What
do they call you?" the crow asked mischievously.
"Don't
befriend the sons of snakes,
Even
if you offer them milk in handfuls."
Hearing
this, all the animals and birds laughed once again.
A
pair of pigeons also flew and landed there. They listened to everyone's
conversations for a while. Then one pigeon began to coo. Everyone's attention
turned to it. It began to tell everyone:
"Man
invents stories of cruel and terrifying deeds. These stories are more
frightening than reality. Their narratives don't let the desire for hunting be
forgotten. To survive in the world, writers keep watering stories of bloodshed.
Man nurtures fear. Because of this fear, he kills millions of animals in a
single day. He has named the fear within him 'God.' This fear has now grown
larger than our jungles. To escape this fear, he kills living beings and
preserves stones. Man, who considers me a symbol of peace, awaits doomsday due
to such strong belief in destruction. From this, it can be deduced that his
fear knows no bounds."
Hearing
this, a profound silence spread across the jungle. In this silence, no one saw
the jungle surviving.
"You
all tell me, what should we do now?" a parrot, whose age surpassed all
other birds, spoke after a long silence.
"You
are much wiser than us, think of a solution and tell us too," a dove
sitting on a tree branch also spoke.
"We
cannot fight him; he will make a mistake himself. Humans, driven by their
greed, will fight among themselves and destroy each other. Just wait for that
time," with the parrot's words, all the trees, animals, and birds fell
silent. This was the decision of the entire jungle. God's Mare also affirmed by
neighing in a long, drawn-out cry from the base of an unknown tree. The trees also
praised the parrot's words by shaking their branches. A singing voice began to
rise from the entire jungle:
"When
I leave,
Only
a part of me goes."
When
morning dawned, there was an upheaval inside the Mona Depot. There was a
frantic search for two horses. The station house officer also brought his jeep
and parked it in front of the depot's main gate. Two sentries stood at the
gate, holding their rifles. No one could enter without the Colonel Sahib's
permission. Even though the work needed to be done quickly, the station house
officer still had to wait fifteen minutes outside and fifteen minutes inside.
The Colonel explained the theft to the station house officer as if he too had a
hand in it. The station house officer had known about the theft even before
coming here, and he had sent an ASI with two policemen to catch Kallu and
Matli. Kallu and Matli were the only thieves who could do such a deed. Stealing
army horses required courage as well as precision in the work. The skill of
Kallu and Matli's hands was well-known throughout the Gondal bar. When the
station house officer returned from the depot, the ASI also returned
empty-handed. He learned from the village that both thieves had not returned to
the village for a week. The station house officer foresaw his transfer with
this new trouble, as finding these thieves was as difficult as catching a
firefly at noon. The station house officer sent his informants everywhere. The
trackers also followed the trail towards the jungle.
"Those
two thieves have reached Shera, the outlaw, in the jungle," an informer
whispered into the station house officer's ear. The station house officer, who
until now had been thinking about his transfer, began to think about his
promotion. The reward for catching a major outlaw was surely guaranteed for the
station house officer. The police, who were afraid to enter the jungle, now had
the support of the army. A major from the depot filled his vehicle with his
soldiers and drove onto the road leading to the jungle, following the station
house officer's vehicle. Their vehicles passed the jungle and drove ahead. The
vehicles stopped directly in front of Chaudhry Karam Din's house. Whenever the
police came to the village, they would sit at Karam Din's place. The arrival of
these vehicles was nothing surprising for the villagers. When Chaudhry Karam
Din saw the army vehicle with the police vehicle, he gasped. He knew that the
matter was serious. A one-eyed person sees another one-eyed person. He
suspected that those who demanded their share from the illegally cut jungle
trees had arrived. When the station house officer and the major asked Chaudhry
a question, the major got angry at Chaudhry's evasiveness. He was about to hit
Chaudhry right there in his drawing-room, but the station house officer calmed
him down. At the station house officer's insistence, Chaudhry Karam Din blurted
out everything about Shera and his companions. Chaudhry had also earned money;
he no longer cared about Shera's life or death. When the matter came down to
his own skin, he couldn't even show regard for Shera. When he saw that the major
was beginning to consider him one of his own, he began to speak against Shera.
"We
are also very distressed. Since Shera and his men took refuge in the jungle,
the entire village, out of fear of him, doesn't even turn their faces towards
that side. Thefts and robberies have also increased. Whoever has taken the
jungle contract, they only get out after paying protection money to
Shera," Chaudhry Karam Din narrated his fabricated story to the major and
the station house officer. When the vehicles left Chaudhry's village, within a
short time, bells rang in Pindi and Lahore. The order for the operation had
been given.
A
pair of wild pigeons had informed the holy man about the new danger. At night,
the holy man whispered this danger into Shera's ear.
"The
jungle provides refuge to helpless and displaced people, but it is now close to
being ruined itself. Now the jungle cannot save anyone," the holy man told
Shera.
"We
have given the jungle more power. No one can come this way," Shera
retorted to the holy man.
"These
jungles and thickets do not restrict anyone. Freedom is their principle. There
is freedom to grow and live here. The jungle animals are frightened by seeing
animals tied with ropes," the holy man revealed the jungle's secret to
Shera.
"Then
what does this jungle want?" Shera asked the holy man, smiling.
"This
jungle demands its openness; the greed of the outside world has begun to
consume its roots, and now it is no longer anyone's protector," the holy
man told Shera, giving him a hint. Shera also understood that this jungle could
no longer protect him; he would have to find another place. Shera began to
think deeply.
"If
even the jungle is no longer a protector, then the hiding place is not on the
surface of the earth but inside it." Thinking this, Shera plunged into the
darkness of deep sorrow. Despite knowing all this, Shera was in no hurry. He
needed a few days to find a new direction. On the other hand, forces began to
arrive in the jungle for the operation. Weapons and vehicles were gathered.
Preparations for the operation were made overnight. Army and police officers
also conducted training for the operation. In the morning, soldiers positioned
themselves on all four sides of the jungle, pointing their rifles towards it.
Army vehicles remained parked behind them. Tractor-trolleys emerged from
Chaudhry Karam Din's village. There were more laborers in the trolleys than
before. When the tractors passed by Shera's dwelling, some laborers lowered
their heads. A group of laborers had gotten off earlier. When the tractors
passed the dwelling by a furlong, the laborers jumped off the trolley and
immediately lay flat on the ground. They had rifles in their hands. A unique
silence reigned in the jungle. The entire jungle held its breath and listened
intently. The birds had sensed the danger, so they too watched, hidden behind
leaves. The way the laborers would get up and run, then lie down again,
indicated that the soldiers had come for an operation. The stump of a large,
felled Kikar tree yearned that if it were alive today, it would surely spread thorns
before those who had come to turn the thieves into peacocks. The soldiers,
walking like cheetahs, reached the dwelling. Those who considered the jungle
their own were carelessly engaged in cooking and eating. Three or four soldiers
climbed onto the dwelling, and five or six hid around the door. Shera's outlaw
companions had already been apprehended by the police. Their straw huts
collapsed in a flash. The straw flew in the air. Dinno, the barber, had seen
the armed men approaching, but fear had rendered him speechless. Only his
bandolier had slipped from his shoulder and fallen to the ground. Fear makes a
trembling man stumble. A soldier standing on the roof fired a shot, and the
soldiers surrounding the jungle also rushed inside. Shera grabbed his Kalashnikov
and ran outside, but the time for escape had passed. The soldiers standing near
the door bound his wrists. Both thieves were also there. For the first time,
taking refuge with outlaws seemed like a mistake to them. The horses were tied
under the drumstick tree, but both horses were not there. Everyone had been
caught, but only Jaani was missing. When the station house officer and the
major arrived at the dwelling with their respective soldiers, Jaani was also
with them. The station house officer recognized Kallu and Matli. When they were
hit twice, they pointed towards the direction where the horses stolen from the
depot were hidden. The soldiers seized everything from there. The station house
officer didn't forget to hide the bottle of "war honey" in his
trouser pocket, unnoticed by everyone. The jungle guards and the block officer
also came running. They feared they might be blamed for harboring outlaws and
thieves. Seeing so many weapons, fear itself emerges. The holy man sitting
under the drumstick tree was also watching everything. The station house
officer also called him.
"What
are you doing here?" the station house officer questioned the holy man
aggressively.
"This
jungle is my home; I keep telling people that the jungle is their
protector," the holy man replied to the station house officer.
"What's
your connection with these outlaws?" the station house officer
interrogated the holy man.
"I
used to live here, hiding my head in this dwelling; it has been occupied. My
home is this jungle, how could I run away?" the holy man replied again.
The station house officer asked the block officer about the holy man, and he
also confirmed the holy man's statement. The major also feared the curse of
such a holy man. Leaving the holy man there, everyone walked out of the jungle.
When the operation team came out of the jungle, two thieves, Jaani, and Dinno
the barber were with them. The lifeless bodies of Shera and his other
companions were piled in the trolley. All their frantic running and hiding had
ended.
A
silence, accompanied by peace, settled in the jungle. All the birds,
frightened, went and sat in their nests. But the crows fulfilled their right as
eternal witnesses to human murder. A flock of them circled continuously above
the holy man's dwelling, cawing loudly for a long time.
The jungle started its slow, deliberate healing. In a matter of
months, it swallowed the makeshift trails, drawing them back beneath a thorny
shroud. And every six moons, after the smoke of harmal had drifted, the holy man performed his quiet ritual: a pot of raw
buttermilk poured into the banyan tree's ancient
roots, a silent plea to the forest deity.
Now, under the
drumstick tree, the holy man sits cross-legged, his matted
hair a living testament to time, finally brushing the earth. His deep, resonant
"hoo hoo" still intertwines with the cuckoo's clear "koo koo," a
timeless duet echoing through the green. He sings his folk songs there, and the
drumstick tree, ever giving, rains down its blossoms upon him, even when the
season says they shouldn't fall.
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