Pure
By
Tipu Salman Makhdoom
(Translated
from Punjabi)

The glittering cutting edge of the
steel blade, emerging from the yellow cheerful grip, was razor-sharp. A feather-light brush was enough to send the apple slice
tumbling. Amidst the relentless rhythm of the blade, a dark chuckle escaped him
as he instinctively shielded his fingers—though what purpose did they serve
now? With the precision born of habit, he nudged the glistening apple slices
aside, his hands, unlined yet bearing the silver frost of age on the wrists,
gathering the discarded cores into a small mound. Two full kilograms of small,
crimson mountain apples lay dismembered, their stems cast off. He then drew a
bowl closer, meticulously extracting the liver-hued, fish-shaped seeds from the
cores, accumulating them until the bowl held just under half its capacity. He
shook it, a quiet assessment in his eyes. Not half, no, but decidedly more than
a quarter. A faint smile touched his lips, "What was all this fuss about
these paltry seeds?" he mused. They were merely a macabre flourish, a
splash of color for what was to come. The true architects of his final peace
awaited: the two strips of sleeping pills.
His retirement, a quiet
shadow, had not yet stretched to its second full year.